2007-02-09

晴天霹靂之鬼打牆...獎學金飛了

半夜兩點醒來想說可以上網查個成績,滿分990的多益考試,學校要求要考890才有獎學金,
一看成績"875"...11000歐的獎學金就這樣跟我說bye bye ~>_<~



200題的考試,只要再多對3題就有890了,霎時間五雷轟頂,欲哭無淚,很想殺人
英文考試之於我,果然就是個鬼打牆,
一整個晚上就躺在床上翻來覆去睡不著,
心裡感覺很失落,付出了這麼多還是沒有用

早知如此,在澳洲就會大玩特完才回台灣,也不用一直待在雪梨唸書
如果沒有獎學金,對我來說負擔很ㄍ一ㄥ,米蘭生活費真是他媽的貴
雖已繳給學校4000歐的保證金,機票訂了,保險辦了,就學貸款也申請了咧
要不要去念在心中變成一個大掙扎,將陷入省錢大作戰的生活中,
否則可能窮到沒有錢可以買回程機票回台灣

吳媽媽跟親朋好友宣告說女兒要出國去唸書,
如果現在我跟吳媽媽說"不去唸書囉,改成歐洲自助暢遊",一定會被吳媽媽殺死吧
不去念...之前的努力都白費
去念...即將投入的時間金錢是不是值得?
去念或不去念,對我來說都好掙扎

3 comments:

  1. If your score is only slightly under the mark, you can maybe try to negotiate with the school.

    Anyway, sorry to hear this and good luck!!

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  2. To Josh,

    Thanks your advice. :)
    I did it. After I read the score report this early morning, I emailed school to ask if I still can get the scholareship with slightly lower score. I'm still waiting for the feedback from school. I wish I have good luck to get the scholarship.

    I read your blog sometimes. I like its style very much. Fresh and clean.

    Happy Chinese New Year!

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  3. Glad that you like it. I spent a lot of time trying to refine the look of the site, but unfortunately I didn't pay an equal amount of attention to the content that I wrote. Haha...

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