How I miss you

*Black slept at my bed in Taipei.

As I still remembered that the first day I took you home in Tainan 8 years ago. You were smaller than my hands and always fell sleep when I were holding you in my arm. I swore to take care of you until you die since you walked into my life. Day after day, you grew up and we had conflicts sometimes, but we created our way to get along.


I would like to take you to Italy. But I understood how hard for a cat to take a long trip in the airplane and adapt a new enviorment in another country. It's good for you to stay at Taipei's home, you get another cat's company, you enjoy the sunshine in the roof any time. My family takes care of you well for me, because they know how much I love you and they love you as well.

Everyday, I think about you, what you are doing at home and are you happy? I know a cat's life cycle is shorter than Human's. While I am persuing goals in my life, I can't take care of you anymore. I feel myself selfish and guilty to you. If something bad happens to you, how can I forgive myself. I can't company you when you are in the hard time because of distance. Last year, I traveled to Australia, mother told me that you looked so loney everyday, you were waiting for me in front the door and did nothing for a long time. This time, I am away from home again. But you are fine and has more interaction with my brother and mother. I am not your core of life anymore. I am so happy for you but I feel lost. I wish you know how much I miss you here. I don't know when we can live together again, I wish that day is coming soon.