2008-01-01

回顧2007

待在家裡靜靜地過完2007年的最後一天
好吧,其實是因為安全理由,今年大教堂前居然沒有跨年活動,不然我會衝出家門去跨年

回想過去這一年,離開了澳洲,飛來義大利,開始了學生生活
夏天的時候環遊了歐洲10個城市,今年認識了好多人,發生了好多事
2007年的最後一天,給自己一個安靜的空間,沉澱一下過去一年的回憶

對於未來有好多的掙扎,但也許是漸漸確定自己想要的,所以不再那麼害怕
生命有些羈絆,看星光大道的時候,聽到梁文音唱的那首花香
我不禁哭了,因為我知道我的爸媽還是辛苦地工作為生活打拼
而我到現在還是沒有能力為他們盡一點心力,但是他們會有多少時間來等我起飛?
而我心裡清楚這真的需要一段時間...畢業後我還要先還留學貸款
我總是開玩笑地跟我媽說,你要叫三太子好好保佑我在歐洲找到工作
因為歐洲錢比較好賺,等我賺錢,全家就可以過好日子囉
但我想我賺再多錢,對我媽而言,都比不上我住在台灣,可以常常陪她重要



要在歐洲留下工作並不容易,但是我要證明自己也做得到
我很愛台灣,不過一直以來我的夢想,就是成為世界人在各地工作,過自己想要的生活(lead my life)
年紀越大,發現這麼做需要更大的勇氣和犧牲去追逐自己的夢想
生命為我們設下了很多時間限制,很多時候錯過就不法再回頭
該學會地,是如何在中間取得平衡,或者選擇吧!

6 comments:

  1. ........
    就某方面而言...
    原來骨子裡的我們是那麼的像...
    擁有同樣的夢...
    看著你飛...可是我卻還停在這...
    茫茫然的...探索著前進的方向...
    新的一年..祝福你...也祝福我...

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  2. Dear Anne,
    When I was in your age, I felt so confused sometimes. I still remembered what supported me to keep doing my work was that I had to save money and get some experience before MBA. This took me 4 yrs, this is such a long waiting time for me. Even I knew I should wait for one more year for the coming year end salary and next's year bonus, I just couldn't wait anymore. My family didn't support my decision, but I know I am not living my life for them. And if I don't feel happy, how could they feel happy for me. So far, I don't know everything would be worth or not , but I won't regret..at least I try.

    Dear! you are still very young. It's ok that you are still looking for your direction. Just keep doing your best for everything and then u will find your way. But Stay hungry and foolish for your life. I know u will be fine. :)

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  3. Thanks....
    I'll try it.
    But the first thing is change a job.
    Learn more....
    Wish you all best. ^(++++)^

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  4. Happy New Year,hugo!!!!! I got ur postcard: ) soooo sweet!!!! and remember what? we went to bondi beach Jan first 2007..miss that

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  5. To Carrie,
    How could I forget it! Sydney is one of my favorite cities in the world. The waves in Bondi beach are so beautiful. I wish I can come back Sydney to celebrate New Year again someday, the firework is really amazing.

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  6. 靜大姊加油歐!!
    不管怎樣很努力很努力的生活著
    你會實現你所希望的!
    (可以的話我會去山上找你玩XD

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