* This flower is drawed by a plane.
Since I get the admission from school, I feel excited but stressed as well. Due to study, I need to go back Taipei earlier. I am so sad that I need to say goodbye to Australia. There are still so many place I want to visit. However, I don't have time and money at this moment. I really don't want to leave Australia!!! I should be happy right now. However, I feel so stressed and indeterminated.
First, I don't know how to tell my manager I am going to quit job due to the study. Cause she think I will do this job for six months. I do want to work in hotel for 6 months if the Italy school doesn't give me admission. The hotel gives me a lot of training, I feel so guilty.
Second, I need to take the bloody lanuage test. I don't know if I can make it in such a short time. I need to work now. After work I feel very exhausted and I don't have good study enviorment to prepare the test.
Third, there are so many things need to be done when I go back to Taiwan. I will arrive Taipei on 21:45 15th January and fly to Italy around 20th Feb. I only will stay in Taiwan for one month. I need to get the student visa ASAP, I have to prepare the health insurance, finance capability statment, and related doucments. Also, I need to prepare the money for study and ask a loan from bank. I don't book the airplane ticket to Italy yet...And I don't know yet where I can stay when I arrive Italy... GOD!I don't know anyone in Italy!!! nothing is certain now.
Finally, AM I ready to greet the totally different life in Italy? Am I going to be a business woman in my later life? Is this really what I want? I will be in debt for a few years due to the study, I need to live frugally for a long time. But this is the price I need to pay for my dream.
Sudeenly, I don't feel I am in the mood of holiday anymore.